I'm reliving each memory, the sights and sounds of David's birth. I'm trying to experience Joy, but the pain is deep.
I then read "You will grieve, but your grief will suddenly turn to wonderful joy." John 16:20 (NLT)
And I realize how blessed I am - just to have been his Dad. This is all fresh in my mind, because I got to celebrate Father's Day today. My kids gathered around me at the table. I opened my homemade card and unwrapped my new wallet with little photobooth pictures hidden inside.
This was epic. Then it hit me. I just want to be a great Dad.
No matter how long my "dash" is (1980-20XX) I want my kids to remember me by the unconditional love I give to them. This is a tall order, but I am up for the challenge.
I started processing through how I can make a memory vault to showcase all of our great memories. I thought of how much this blog has helped me. So, I created a little site for my kids to go watch, read, and see not just "the good times with dear ole Dad", but to hopefully see growth in their Father as an individual, and as a Christ Follower.
Here's to you hard-working Dads everywhere, Happy Belated Father's Day.
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